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It hasn’t been all good for me at all this time
My house is all a mess my job pays bad
I’ve been awake for what feels like forever
The only thing that’s on my mind is how much I don’t love you
But here I am on the couch contemplating my existence
Wondering if I should go smoke or just die here in silence
I’ve been searching for a role
To fill this empty hole
That keeps on overtaking
Been watching loads of tv and I don’t know why
I should go for a run but I’ll stay inside
I keep scrolling through and I see the same face
My taste in music is boring please give me some taste
But here I am on the couch contemplating my existence
Wondering if I should go smoke or just die here in silence
I’ve been searching for a role
To fill this empty hole
That keeps on overtaking
I’ve been searching for a role
To fill this empty hole
That keeps on overtaking me
I was motionlessly fade
in a hopeless masquerade
What was the point
What was the issue
Why do I always goddamn miss you
(We fight but it get’s us nowhere)
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Sound of a backdoor shutting
Wet socks Wet shoes
Noise of a kid now running
Loud cries Loud feels
Getting sick of the weather
More rain More clouds
Time is stuck I can’t remember
The day The month
I just wanna melt away under the sun under the sun
I just wanna melt away away
Screen is showing me pictures
Of pain Of pain
Get distracted by fiction
Like now Like then
I haven’t found the clue
To this puzzle yet
I know it’s boring as hell
So there is that
I just wanna melt away under the sun under the sun
I just wanna melt away away
I’m not your friend (just wanna melt away)
I’m not your savior (just wanna melt away)
I’m not your hope (just wanna melt away)
I’m not you faith (just wanna melt away)
I’m not yours
I just wanna melt away under the sun under the sun
I just wanna melt away away
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Navigating through life as i’m holding back the tears
Held accountable for all of my actions
Figured out how to smile despite being impolite
It’s an ace up sleeve but i guess it doesn’t work
Holding in on losing faith in love
Holding in on losing faith and loathe
Paramedics are rushing to the scene
But they see that no-one’s bleeding
Only a coward
That stopped breathing
Call me now
I’m in a lost and found
Lost and found
Somebody get me out
Every-time i talk to her it can only get worse
I guess i should’ve known better but there’s still time to grow
I laugh and cry on the inside
I’m not comfortable anymore i am not
Call me now
I’m in a lost and found
Lost and found
Somebody get me out
I’m lost and found
In a public space
Im lost and found
I wanna leave this place
Im lost and found
No one’s around
My lifes upside down
A king without a crown
Lost and found
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Sunshine
02:41
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Love comes at a price for us
That you aren’t ready to pay yet
But health is flaking like snow flakes
Thus I am scared that something is not alright
I don’t care about rainy days or if it’s cloudy outside
Cause for my you are my sunshine
I don’t care about empty rooms or being left alone
Cause I know you are somewhere
Carried by the wind
Like drops of rain
And it makes me wanna cry
Thinking that you are not ok
And it makes me wanna cry
Thinking that you might be in pain
I don’t deserve you but my heart skips a beat
Every time that I think of you
I wish I could be a little closer to you this night
But the sea is parting us
And it makes me wanna cry
Thinking that you are not ok
And it makes me wanna cry
Thinking that you might be in pain
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The Devil
03:46
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The sweat in every room reminds me of the days we’ve spent
On the stony beach when the heat was the only thing that meant
Hardcore shows and busy bars I didn’t know I cared less
But now it’s nothing more than just a memory
Less than a minute and they’re gone
No more meaning just self-reflection
Adjust my temper the tears won’t stay
Long enough for them to care anyway
I’ve been through many tales of broken hearted self-indulgence
It’s time to learn to be alone it won’t come easy god i’m bored
And they might blame themselves with “I’s” unruly “don’ts” and helpless “why’s”
With a head down low my hands are tied I’m losing sleep I’m losing
Less than a minute and they’re gone
No more meaning just self-reflection
Adjust my temper the tears won’t stay
Long enough for them to care anyway
The car's on fire and I can’t find my way back home
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